|source: Starbucks Blueberry Muffin|
My children are at delightful ages and this season is one where I am seeing fruit from hard work in previous days. I'm very much in love with Mr. Wonderful and enjoying this time of reciprocated emotion. I'm happy.
Sometimes I feel like I'm operating in two parallel worlds. They do cross and intersect, but I have a longing for more integration. I'm not sure what that looks like or even what it means.
At the same time, I understand that the more combined our lives may become, the more susceptible I become to loss. It still feels risky to depend and want so much. So this is the hard part: I sense a need to be even more vulnerable, but that feels scary. I will extend greater trust and believe the best.
What are you believing the best for this week?